THANKFUL.

So I know I spit out alot of depressing blog posts, but the depressing thoughts are the ones that have the most impact on me. DONT GET ME WRONG, Im so thankful for so much. I look back at where my life was headed 5 years ago and I realize how lucky I am to belong to the amazing church family I have. not to mention my home family too. thankful means you realize what you have thats amazing in your life. The friendships I have, even though they bring me hell alot of the time, I wouldnt give for anything. Becky, Savannah, Hill, Rhianna, Paula, Nicky, Jenna, Joryli, Esther, Rebekah, Sterling and whoever else if your reading this, thankyou so much for being my shoulder to cry on and my rock. I needed you and you were there, always. I know how lucky I am to have you all and I dont tell you enough.

Why do people change...? People change because OTHER PEOPLE have an impact on them. You all have changed me into someone I like. I like who I've become and you and many other have alot to do with that. So happy I get to do life you all by my side.